开心的小蝎子！

                               This morning was another bless.

  meow meow got up at 6am to cook me fish porridge, knowing that i haven’t

   been eating some healthy stuffs in da office these days. And on top of it, he

   also bought me beancurds(he really knows my craves)which i only have it on

  every weekend mornings.(It’s cos my dad said beancurds will cause legs to

become weaker, thus i find it somehow true la. despites mom didn’t comments

                   much about it, but she’s my only supplier liao! *grins*)

                           I really do not know what a person i am.

                            needed someone badly to confront …

               no, i am not thinking too much. in fact i tried not to.

   i want a mirror that can reflect who da hell is me inside da shell of my body.

                                          is it you, my soul?

      i am not even sure if i have one. i want and i need a VENTING machine.

                     i used to think i know how to cherish what i have

                          in my hands more than anyone out there.

                     it is sad to say, i didn’t and i’m simply so dumb.

              i HATE talking on da phone, to be more correct i dread using it.

why is it that da phone itself shud works in da way it’ll generate radiation in it?

  it is not an excuse. it makes me feel irritates and subsequently, headaching.

         AND ANYWAYS …

                            i hurt him again, and again in da phone.

                da phone was not totally the causes, it was me to blame.

              he was very sad over many things already, and i added more. 

i’m deeply sorry to you, meow meow. i’m being too selfish to think for myself

                and failed to shower my care for you at that point in time.

           The reason why i did this entry is becos i know i’ve really hurt you.

                      I just want to dedicate this small little part for you.

i can sense over da phone that you’re holding back to yourself to whatever

                             shitty words i added to my sarcasm.

   Still, you just choose to leave it all aside and even came up to talk me over.

 

                         My poor lil’ meow meow, i’m truely sorry.

                            What shud i do to make it up for you?

                       And do you really think i’d changed for you?